I red Afiremen post about his problems and try to cheer him up , but looks like now I am going to the same feeling I had a great weekend also and the same feeling that maybe will be new beginning for me to. Something little started but looks like its going to be just a dream. Just found that out .On top of that my future ex-wife found some happiness in me and started again screwing my life again BUT AT LEAST I WAS HAPPY FOR FEW DAYS. My kids going to Florida this Friday so I am planning to spend next weekend along on boat and try to pull myself in one piece. I felt great when I log in site Sunday night I found that some people realize that I was gone. Thank You LSCN PEEPSLooks like many of us going to the same feeling and problems.