Lack of love (s..)

QUOTE(HazyMemory @ Jan 26 2004, 04:50 PM)I tried to kill it and get rid of that emotion once. Those three blind witches threw and angel out of the sky at me in the form of Cassie to make me think twice about eradicating that emotion.
Hazy ~ that is so sweet. I hope that makes Cassies heart melt when she reads that. She's a lucky girl!!!!

Every person deserves to feel that they are loved - if you're not feeling the love, then you need to surround yourself with someone that will love you. You can't meet someone and wait forever for them to love you either...either they do, or they don't unfortunately. In ny eyes, the risk is always worth the outcome no matter what so KEEP ON LOOKING FOR LOVE GIRL!!!

Until then - get a kitten. They'll love you unconditionally w/no strings attached and NEVER talk back to you! LOL

I 've been on my own for a long time.

marriage was in trouble since 99
1. filed for divorce in May 02
2. moved out of house Aug 02
3. got back together Oct 02
4.seperated again March 03
5. divorce final June 03
feel like I haven't lived a normal life in years!!
I miss the affection & I liked taking care of someone.

Fortunatley for me I have my kids to love.
My oldest pretends she doesn't love me but I know she does ......my two younger daughters bring so much joy and love to my life!

I have my friends also! Laney & Kim.
& I've gotten closer to my parents

I guess the only time I really struggle w/ it is on my "no kids" weekends.....I have moments where I wonder if there is something wrong w/ me or if I made good decisions for myself

...keep me away from this thread because I am having a "PEOPLE SUCK" day.

HOWEVER..........

It makes me appreciate the people that I have in my life that are "there" NO MATTER what...and it's really all that matters...and if they weren't....

At least I have myself to count on

...cuz every little thing's gonna be alright, right?

And KAT...you only get one mom. I'd trade a kitten to have mine back ANY DAY.

ok...enough blah, blah, blah from me. Carry on.

QUOTE(jewels @ Jan 26 2004, 04:41 PM)Not quite sure what you mean? But taking a stab at it......I'm not sure I've ever felt lack of love, that wasn't mutual. I've been pretty blessed w/ people that care about me. One thing tho that's bummed me out and makes me sad is when someone you thought really cared about you never makes any attempt to ever really talk to you again and basically treats you like you never existed. That's where I'd felt the lack of love and honesty........ So basically it has made me feel very sad....even tho, it's in the past it still gets you sometimes....
I know exactly whaat you mean I've been there. I've put lots of time and effort in past relatioships and have been hurt afterword. I thought that only on Opera or Maurry Povich did husbands cheat on their wives with their best friend until it happened to me